capitole: i can’t even imagin e what my life would be like with out harry potter bec ause i grew up with him okay and he is my childhood and i get way too many feels from this book series like wow jkr how do u m ...
Today, I tried to be patient. I tried to hold it in. But the look of contempt on your face was too much to take. I hate it when you do that
You’ve made me realise what a fool I am, To think that I’ve always done my part to repay someone’s kindness. To think that my other good, kind deeds would suffice. And make up for my tactless, selfish and hypocritical dispositions. You’ve made me see what I really am. And I don’t know what to do with me.
I’m numb to you, Numb and deaf and blind, You give me all but the reasons why, I reached but I feel only air at night, Not you, not love, just nothing.
Im not insane
I have anger management issues. I’ve been holding back shit for too long. I fear that if there were to be a trigger, I’d just snap and potentially harm someone or myself. Just bordering on psychosis or some other psychotic disorder